The fire within

Cash, the big fuck you, sentiments shared by most, and occasionally by me. It starts from deep within and claws its way out and before you know it the middle finger has found itself up, alone, shining for all to see... Pure emotion, rage, you can see it in his face. This reminds me of... Jason

less visual emotion, but it is still clear that the same rage burns within. He is clearly not happy to see the camera man, or clearly not happy that a few guys have taken his car out for a spin on a deathly hot day in the southern California desert... The excessive burst of emotion is often brought on by excessive consumption of ... What appears to be a 40 oz bottle of Miller's great
classic beverage: High Life. A tasty treat which can be consumed in a variety of places including; a tasty bbq, the occasional camping trip, perhaps just a fun get together with some buddies, the big game on Saturday... Whatever it might be, its a treat to enjoy with friends. Though we must monitor the heavy consumption of this beverage due to the unhealthy state of extreme drunkenness which is often put on display by none other than Jesse , who is one of the greatest drinking companions due to his great knowledge of all topics... One could discuss the arts, certainly sports and specifically baseball, literary works, musical theories, and life's philosophies...But one needs to take caution: baiting Jesse into a verbal or perhaps a physical confrontation can be quite dangerous, for he is certainly not afraid to put the fists up, or display his dislike by yelling perversities; this could cause some harm but has also proven to be quite entertaining... Physical altercations can also occur if baiting any of the following into confrontation: Drew, Allan, maybe Sycz, definitely Harbaugh, occasionally Billy, and we cannot forget Jason... Then there are those whom enjoy a peaceful time consuming beverages, those included Matt B, certainly Simmons (with the exception of one (1) outburst of passion and vigor) Andy, M.O.B., Brent, and Maust... Though there are certainly exceptions to this rule. I understand that there will be a bit of a reunion of sorts for the new year... I am unfortunately going to miss this get together due to lack of financial resources... This is a difficult reality to face but one I face nonetheless. I will be making a business trip mid-Jan and will have a few extra days to spend with friends and just visit the, as drew would say, sun-kissed land... Good day. I leave you with this wonderful photo of times together...

Thankful.

Thanksgiving break was amazing. I worked the first three days of last week. But the work was easy and not stressful. Which usually means I just put stuff off so next week will be stressful. but thats ok. Thanksgiving day was great. I ate a lot of great food. my sister's family and I went over to friends house and we hung out. It was cool. I met a whole new group of people, people who love God, but perhaps a bit more liberal than your typical colorado springs christian. which is extodinarily nice. My parents came into town. really nice. I bought a car. freaken awesome. 2002 nissan maxima. it rocks and rolls. it is rediculously nice, I got a great deal on it. and the Simmons came into town, we did the Denver thing. and then went bowling in Golden Colorado. Amazing. great times.

feels like 13 feels more like 8

I like blogs, I like my friends blogs, I will start a new blog, called el juanaco, which is what i am I am a juanaco, which is one born in el salvador, because I was born in el salvador i am called el juanaco. I am not sold out on it though, I thought long and hard and was left with that. and so I will stick with that. and thats ok with me.
Its cold today... really cold. I looked it up on weather.com and they said it was only 27, but their was fine print that said 'feels like 13', which is more like it. I just came back from my lunch break, which usually includes a quick sandwich, followed by a coffee, my ipod, a magazine perhaps a news or music magazine, and a couple quick cigarettes. an hours worth of goodness... keeps me going. Today I stood beside my car, and smoked about half my cigarette and quickly got back into my car. 'felt like 13' felt like 8. really cold. ice cold. my lunch was only 15 minutes long.
It is 2 pm and I am at work, There are days of lots of work and there are days of lots of computer play at work, Today is a computer play day. I will try and get some stuff done, after I get another cup of coffee... and maybe use the bathroom...