I am watching The Wire... and enjoying it. It reminds me of a novel, like a book but instead I watch it.

Corruption is an amazing thing. It makes me chuckle; seeing my Governor get arrested for corrupt behavior: The feds tapped his phones... and he said lots of crazy shit... then got arrested. coulda been an episode out of The Wire.

Is it funny? I don't know... I thought so.

Finals loom over head...

They say: 'boo!'

I say: 'oh shit, you fucken scared me'

I postpone writing on death, identity, finding meaning and God...

the evolution of life is fascinating... how and what did we do to find ourselves in this place... for me: at my dining room table, in my home, with books and apple pie by my side. my dog, eating a bone. my cat, drinking my dog's water. I wonder about decisions and how they are made. decisions made by feelings that can't be trusted... makes for a tricky existence of who done its and crisis meetings... yes, always crisis.

The pendulum will continue to swing... back and forth, back and forth, back again... yes, always back again.

The Search

is on.